Waste My Time. 

I’m always meant to wait

While someone else

Decides my fate

I’m always told to stay

Maybe they’ll want me someday

And maybe they won’t

They’ll walk away unscathed 

Leaving my heart broke

And I’m sure I’ll apologize 

For wasting all their time
But what about mine?

Unattached

You say you can’t

Handle this

Can’t handle me

Because one day

You’ll have to leave

You can’t get attached

For fear of getting stuck

You’re so glad 

We’ve never fucked

You won’t hold my hand

But you’ll kiss me in the dark

Cuddle up until

You’ve got a grip on my heart

I know you say 

You’ll have to leave one day

But what about me

I know you can’t

Get attached

Because of feelings

You might have

Should I sit here

While you make up you mind

Deciding if being with me

Would be fine

Let you waste 

All of my time

I guess that’s fine

You say you want this 

But you don’t know

So maybe it should be me

Who decides if you go

Solitary Sport

I found someone whose heart

Holds as much despair as mine

We met at the bottom

Of a bottle of wine

We could drink it all

But drown anyway

Because drinking the sea

Wouldn’t ease the pain

We could stay together

But together we won’t be

It’s a solitary sport

This degree of misery

So while we’re both alone

I’ll be missing you

You missing me

Thinking of the nights we shared

Vague memories

I’ll think back 

And wonder

How it got this way

Think back, wonder

If I could have made you stay

Wish

The remnants

A yellowed bruise

you’d think it’d be

Her choice to choose

Scared to say

She can’t tell

Maybe this time

She simply fell

Another night

Another day

She’ll try to wish

It all away

To have a life

She’d want to live

That is her one

And only wish