Waste My Time. 

I’m always meant to wait

While someone else

Decides my fate

I’m always told to stay

Maybe they’ll want me someday

And maybe they won’t

They’ll walk away unscathed 

Leaving my heart broke

And I’m sure I’ll apologize 

For wasting all their time
But what about mine?

Unattached

You say you can’t

Handle this

Can’t handle me

Because one day

You’ll have to leave

You can’t get attached

For fear of getting stuck

You’re so glad 

We’ve never fucked

You won’t hold my hand

But you’ll kiss me in the dark

Cuddle up until

You’ve got a grip on my heart

I know you say 

You’ll have to leave one day

But what about me

I know you can’t

Get attached

Because of feelings

You might have

Should I sit here

While you make up you mind

Deciding if being with me

Would be fine

Let you waste 

All of my time

I guess that’s fine

You say you want this 

But you don’t know

So maybe it should be me

Who decides if you go

His Girl

There was no
“Please don’t go”

“I need you to stay”

“I know we can find a way”

It was never me

It never is

Because you know that girl?

That one’s his

She’s the one in his heart

The one that’s tearing me apart

It’s what I knew

What was said

Still I ended

In his bed

A late night call

“No I’m alone”

That’s what was said

On the phone

To me he said they were done

But in his thoughts

She still runs

Now I know the truth at last

There is no stay

No find a way

I’m just another girl

It’s just another day