Why am I so down

Why am I so blue

Why can’t I enjoy

The things I used to do

My words fall short 

Of what I feel

Don’t know how

To express what’s real

I hold the negative

With a fierce grip

Attatched with pain

As if at the hip

Why am I so down 

Why am I so blue

Why can’t I 

Get through to you


I’m sorry that

you feel this way

So sorry that

You feel this pain

A friendship lost

To love too great

A bitter end

Unwanted fate

You’re in pain

But I can’t feel

Tell me dear

Is this real?

You run 

You hide

You’re off again

It makes me think

It’s all pretend

Drunken words

Spoke too soon

Now I don’t know 

What to do