Beautiful Soul

She’s got a beautiful soul 

And a broken brain

She’ll drink a bottle

To ease the pain

To blind herself 

From a world of shit

So she can’t see 

How she doesn’t fit

A sensitive heart

So easily broke

Any sadness does

Kill her hope

So tonight she’ll be

Out again

Holding on by her last thread

With a beautiful soul

And a broken brain

An ugly world she can’t face

All she wants 

Is to see the best

A kindness unlike

All the rest

To nice to say

Things that should be said

All the ways she could hurt

Let them drag her through the dirt

All the pain no compromise 

For their gain 

She would die

With no idea of self worth 

All she acquires is hurt

She’ll let them use her

Abuse her

Even if they won’t choose her

Her kindness is so naive

Gives herself no space to breath

So tonight she’ll be out again

Holding on by her last thread

A beautiful soul

A broken brain

An ugly world 

She can’t face

Head First

I should have gone home 


Should have gave myself time

So I’d know

I always jump

Head first 

Always dive

Never care if I come out alive 

I’ll hit the bottom

See if I survive 

Not that I care might as well die

I always jump 

No sight to see

Because for all I care

It could be 

The death of me

The thought of love blinds me

Makes it so I can’t think

Never know what I need

Only what I think I want

But why is it I’m always wrong

Too afraid I’m settling

So I’ll always run

I go in to fast 

Maybe that’s why it never lasts