Hit and Run

Always looking for the better
So I ignore the best
So afraid to settle
That I’ll never rest
No matter what I’m given
It’s alway second best
I’m so afraid of happiness
It’s what I’ll never get

I tear myself apart
Both inside and out
I hate myself enough
For everyone else
If you give a complement
I’ll laugh and say no way
Because I do know the truth
At the end of the day
You all see the shell
The hair and make up done
But inside its like a hit and run